early morningssss.

i have such bad habits at judging a day before it even started.
every morning i wake up and think that whatever is happening in the moment, (not feeling good, pissed at something that i can't recognize, or just feeling like doing nothing) is gonna happen allllllll day. i'm just not a morning person. i have trouble sleeping, and trouble waking up. i'm a heavy sleeper which leads for me to not wanting to wake up at a early hour. & for most is habitual for many people. i just have this thing where i don't wanna hear anyone talk, or myself talk at all.